Feeling guilty

So I haven’t been into the gym at work for a while.  My buddies Nate and Oscar were asking me why and I began feeling guilty for not going.  Life happens and the schedule I have affects my workout pattern.  With my wife and younger kids gone for 2 and a half weeks, it gets tough.

I do continue to run outside, but as it gets dark and cold, it gets harder.  Today, I ran 1 mile and walked 1, and for some strange reason, some kids in a car felt the need to heckle me while I was running.

But I do have hope for humanity.  Yesterday my story with a link to this blog was posted on the corporate intranet site, I thought it was going to be placed in the public blog but I was surprised to see it on the front page.  It is a good thing because I have seen a lot of responses, it is good.  It inspires me profoundly and I hope it reciprocates and people find inspiration from me.

As for the heckling and the guilt, I don’t let it get me down.  I use it to fuel my determination more.

Finally a note on the weight, I can feel oh so close to breaking 250.  Recall in this old post
http://www.lazyplayer.com/blog/?p=184

I mentioned that 250 was a bogeyman, some great wall that will be difficult to overcome.

Also this post
http://www.lazyplayer.com/blog/?p=230

Which had me down to my lowest point, 243 lbs, that was recorded since I moved to Washington.  That was in March 2 of 2002.   In 2002, I do recall cracking 240 briefly, but that was not recorded.

I recall this post three weeks into this blog.
http://www.lazyplayer.com/blog/?p=66

Wow that was so far away.

Weight: 252.6

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