I am pretty tired. I feel like I can’t push any more. I’m hungry, weak, and I am starting wonder if it is all worth it.
From a historical perspective, this is the time I begin to quit and revert to my old ways. If I can make it to the 6 month point at this level of intensity (4 miles a day running, no big time snacking, even gym 2 times a week), then I think I would have changed from what I had been several years ago.
I still owe my first report, and I should do it just to get stuff logged down.
Anyway, I ran a 4+ this morning and although my legs seemed OK, my heart (spirit) was not into it.
Time was decent 54:20
Anyway, here is my weight, off schedule again
Weight: 263.0